May 2010
Life is G-double O-D.
Welcome to the good life!
Let’s go on a living’ spree
Shit they say the best things in life are free
The good life, it feel like Atlanta It feel like L.A., it feel like Miami
It feel like N.Y., summertime Chi, ah
(Now throw your hands up in the sky)
Nightlife in LA.
Dressed up with the girlies. Dinner at First&Hope. Then hello, late night rendezvous. Oolala ;)
Happy hour @ Matsugawa
Yumyumyumm in my tummy! California roll, Crazyboy roll, Shrimp Crunchy roll, Spicy tuna, Rainbow roll & Alaskan roll! :) But beside that, before walking into Matsugawa, a white man walked up to us girls & asked if we were in an “oriental” gang. WTF! Racist white bitch. Ask us that shit if we were mobbin’ in UC.
Beautiful drive on 152.
Scenery is so beautiful. Hella reminds me of the Lion king & this big ol’ lake. Beautiful! Too bad you can hella see the water declining :/ Onto I-5 now & the weather is so nice. Its hella sunny & the sky is clear & blue. I love love laaaahv sunny weather like this cus it makes me happy :)
"I learned about plowing on farmville"
Hahaha, thanks for sharing, Kim. Your knowledge is really… interesting LOL! Roadtrip/vacation with my loves. Started this day super early in the morning. I’ve been awake since 6 in the freakin’ morning. Running on another 3 hours, once again. Short burst of energy on my Venti Extra Caramel Frap. Snacks on board & everything set to go. Oh summer, you are so wonderful to me...
My attempt
to nap failed -_- AHHHHH SO TIIIYAHD! Tonight, I have to get some things ready because I don’t intend on heading back to the apartment after work. Gonna head straight to Hayward to handle some business like going to Walmart or Target. AND WE’RE OUT OF SOYSAUCE. BUT I GOTCHU ON A NEW BOTTLE :) Gonna TRY to fit in some studying LOL!
HOLYEFFIN'SHIT!
After tomorrow night, it’s fuckin’ going down! Shits are going to be thrown into the van, shits going to be forgotten and we’re all gonna go insane thinking about the vacation. Everything will be at its final and we’ll be outro Monday morning… AFTER my chem final, of course! LALALAAAHV! Summer is going so great and I have so much more in line. A great beginning is a...
Damn you Macy's.
Bribing me with food! Hotdogs & nachos. You’re good! LOL! Open a credit this morning so they’re rewarding me with food. Plus, I still have half of my quesadilla, a hershey kiss & Hello Panda. I am stuffed!
Daly City.
Having the greatest chilled time with Bunce, Eric and Gabby! The weather was beautiful and clear <3
Time to get down and...
PACK! I’ve been procrastinating crucial! Each text or phone calls I get, I lose at least 5 minutes worth of packing HAHAHA!
I remember I was younger, as a kid it was the...
Two.
He picked me up at my parents’ house & we went to the movies to watch Robin Hood. It turned out better than I had thought. The movie was alright with the actions & a few comedy here & there. I saw hella people at Union Landing & a little tiny girl made it awkward with her endless LOL. LMFAO! After, we went riding & ended up at Grizzly Peaks. Chilled & enjoyed the fog...
Failed due to weather.
So we have a backup plan LOL. Putting off nice outdoor activities till the next time the weather wants to be happy and full of warmth.
Last night turned out great LOL. I had a really good time and I haven’t laughed so much like that in so long other than when I’m with those 2 gay girls <3 Well that was just DAY 1. He said DAY 2 will be even MORE fun. AND THE WEATHER IS HELLA NICE :)
One.
Smoke eaters tonight LOL!
I'm tired.
I finally have my closet cleaned. I didn’t know I had 10+ dresses, WTF! Well now I know LOL. I’m at work & I’m hella dead. I feel like a walking zombie. I can’t wait to go home & nap. I hella can’t wait for tomorrow ;) sneakers on & sunblock needed lol.
Fml
Fuck fuck fuck fuck! I’m getting scared shitless watching Ghost Whisperer LOL. Holyeffin shit son! I don’t ever recall much of these episodes that scary. Well there’s a marathon and I’ve been watchin’ it for hours. I still have to reaarange clothes around in my closet.
One down, one more to go.
It’s about that time of year guys! I’m talking about them long summer nights and late night extravaganza. Mmhm! That’s right, the fun is around the corner. You know it be getting down when the rain goes away and the sun comes out to play. LOL!
So shhtupid
I’m a freaking idiot… Shouldn’t have just done that to myself.
Chillled!
Last night was chilled with just the three of us. BBQ’d steak and chicken. Baked brownies. Chilled and watch the most hilarious comedian, Gabriel Iglesias. I was tearing up and lmfao. KO on the littlest chair but I was sure comfy and snugged. I woke up with two fatasses snoring and a fb add, MSG, and poke LOL. Oh my! “bad baby” LOLOLMFAO!
Awkward.
Um, today I was asked a couple questions…. Quite personal and I ain’t even know him like that. Hella awkward cus of his reactions and what he said after my answers. I guess he KNOWS something LOL and he trynna have a masterplan.
The hills...
Have eyes! LOL! Pretty chilled night. The guys are taking forever!
I love my brother but that little nigga is trying to fatten me up with wingstop. My tummy is so round right now and it’s not cute =( I guess Hayward Hills tonight with the loves and other guys. I haven’t been up there for a minute. A year… lol! Well, it’s a must go. Plans are in much needed explained and finalized. Carpoolin’ with the best anyways :) I don’t...
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May 10, 2010
I had a great day. Thank you Steve for keeping me company and being the best little obeying brother you are LOL! You got what you deserved; WIngstop. HAHA! ANNNNND I love my parents, but it’s weirding me out that they are acting more like my friends. HAHAHHA! Cool but not on an everyday basis, please. Other than that, I can’t sleep -__________- I’m dying of laughters so now...
Starbucks
with Eric until he leave me to do his own thang. Gonna be stuck by myself studying -_- I need company!!!
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Falling In Love With You
mybiggestregretever:
My biggest regret ever is falling in love with you six months ago, when you ended things three weeks later. My biggest wish ever is that one day soon I will be able to get over you and move on. My biggest hope ever is to never cry for another guy like I did for you. My biggest mission ever from now on will be to protect my heart with everything I have so that I never feel...
Pretending That I Don't Care
mybiggestregretever:
My biggest regret ever is pretending that I don’t care. When I have the opportunity to demonstrate my feelings I don’t show them. As a result, things seem to always go wrong. Take my advice and please don’t do this — it causes a lot of suffering.
[Female, 19]
I'm lucky to have
2 wonderful little big brothers. At night just looking at them sleeping peacefully bring a big fat smile on my face. They have been there for me through the good, bad and worst. They had seen me at my calmest, happiest but they are the only one who had seen or may have experienced my angry, mad and crazy side. And I LOVE THEM FOR THAT. One of them may not bother and ask me what’s wrong but...
So wonderful.
Even though it felt like a super slow day, I actually had a great time with my co-workers. But it didn’t end there! I extended my night because I had so much energy with this natural high that I drove to hayward to see my brother & close friend. I’m glad I did because then I don’t have to complain about wasting my weekends just working. I love love loooove my family &...
EARTHQUAAAAKE!!!!
Oh wait, it’s just my stomach LOL!
Home sweet home!
It’s 10:05 pm and I’m finally home in my room from a long day of work. Oh, how I miss the comfort of my room :) Feeling happy and energized, which is good. I shall clean up my closet and rearrange my clothes by color because it has gotten out of hand with the busy schedule I had set myself up with. BUT, it won’t be accomplished because I don’t have enough hangers or...
I hate...
how my tumblelogs seem to be emo all the time. Well, it’s my only way to let my everyday thoughts and emotions out before I go insane trying to keep it all inside.
Reality catchin' up to me.
Every little thing I do, everything little thing I did to ridden this ridiculous emotion has once again bit me in the ass. I’m slowly dying inside while trying to prove everyone and myself that I’m great and beyond happy without him. With all the pretending, I am overwhelmed. I cannot keep myself occupied everyday, and every hour any longer to keep the pain away. My body, my heart, and...